May 10, 2005 13:33
murderer.. was last night. it was an awsome show! me and brianne went downtown at about 6, then we went to the buffalo exchange because i needed money to get into the show, which was nine fucking dollars..not even worth it. haha. we had to walk soooo much yesterday, its not even funny..the whole day was basically walking and standing, talk about a work out. While we were downtown, there we these gangsta hobos who smoked us up. it was hiliarious, the speak spanish and they think they are all badass, but its okay, they had alot of fucking drugs, so i wasnt really paying any attention.Yeah...it sucked though. Dont you hate having a friend who is like, 97809834 times hotter then you? yeah..it sucks..the whole time we were downtown, brianne was getting hit on like crazy. and this one guy at mcdonalds..the worker,came up to me while brianne was in the bathroom and gave me a paper and said...::give this to your friend:: of course it was his phone number..talk about a way to make someone feel like shit. it really really sucked. i mean, thats basically, to me, calling me gross and saying HAHA you have a hot friend and your not sucka. I get such low self esteem when i am around that girl..i fucking love her, and she is hot..it just sucks that i never get you know...even look at. i know im ugly, but everyone has there own tast i just want to be one guys taste. There was this one guy at the show..he was fucking gorgous<3 and he talked to me! it was nice, his name is david and im pretty upset because he was gonna ask me for my number, but i didnt have a pen and Darby came up to us and said we had to get going because he had to work in the morning..i was so bummed. im not trying to sound dumb, but he did seem intersted..he kept looking at me at the show and i thought..yeah..no way in hell and then he comes and talks to me...i hope i see him again, he is wonderful :)..but no..i prollly wont.
oh soo.i leanred my friend is a slut and a backstabbing bitch..yeah..that will be another journal..like 9 pages long..no joke..i can go on forever about that one..but im tired.
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