♥ im outside of your window ♥
so......im sick of fucking everything...devin wants to hang out ONE MORE TIME so we can just moved on..as he stated it, excatly. i havent talked to lindsay in well over a week because she likes to ditch me all the time..yeah, best friend..right? and some guy in california thinks we are together and is very possesive and scaring off all the people in colorado. he tells me he is in love with me..every day. i cant find a job because im leaving to CA soon..which maybe i dont want to. my hands are freesing. i need to get laid.my brother and his girlfriend broke up and i feel horrible. i dont care, i fucking miss devin and it hurts. im hungover.im losing friends at school. my dad never takes me anywhere and took my "car" away and expects me to walk everywhere. im poor. im breaking out because of so much stress. i know i failed this year.aggghh..and this guy that i like ALOT even though he lives kinda far..umm always complains hes single and i talk to him about it, now he has a girlfriend. im sick. alcohol is my new best friend..along with cocaine.i have been lonley far to long and its getting the best of me. its friday, and im writing a live journal.i just want to fucking kiss someone..god.
i think im hanging out with Zack tonight..i hope so, hes hot.i like being around hot guys.that was really random. im a slut now so maybe ill have sex with him...i hate people.
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