Logan Hallmark, Read this.

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morning everyone. Break is almost over, and I really don't want to think about going back to school anytime soon. It's nice not stressing about school and homework, but of course its second semester, so we are cramming in three shows plus dance shows and more litte things for NESA. I went on a cd binge last night and purchased six cds, listened to them and I am please with what I bought. Went to bed at like 10:45, so I woke up at 5:30 this morning and walked the dog and sat and had a cup of coffee by myself at starbucks, that was lovely. I start work tomorrow at the stand and I am not really looking forward to it, I want to relax more, however I do need the money and I am sure that the only reason I am bummed is because I don't get a new years eve. Let's see what else is there, I turn 16 in a week and a half and I couldn't be more excited, partay! Agot and Giselle left today, makes me sad, I really hate that I only see them once a year or so, frenchsluts. hah. I'm going out with Tres today, hopefully tonight as well, I think we're going on a double date with his friends Bob and Kristen. Whatevs yo. I signed up for my ACT and SAT, I will be taking it in March, for the second time, I am pleased with my first scores but I want to take the new one again to see if i can get a 780 on all subject tests I take. HAH. Sarah Lawrence sent me a letter yesterday that I opened this morning, The advisor that I am talking to alot recently said that so far I had a really good chance for a $60,000 schloarship a year for photo-journalism, and that they recently ensure there older policy of not looking at standardize tests, so this is all AMAZING news. However, she did say that I needed to look into getting a few journalism classes my junior and senior year and maybe look into a writing internship. Which sucks because I have already started my internship writing grants for ISA. So maybe I will do more, and Writing grants, is a fairly complicated tast to acheive. Counts for something maybe? I was thinking last night about Logan moving, and I started to cry, I think that's why I didn't sleep well, I can't stand the idea of him moving and not walking the stage with us. When my mom and I last talked about it she said that I could fly there twice next year to visit him. Which is good, but not enough, I am loosing my Missy Elliott jammin out buddy and my fellow gossip whore. So Logan, if you are reading this I LOVE YOU and we need to hang out asap. Laurel is at the fucking beach, and Rachel is in Dallas. Sarah is swimming and Louise and Fletcher won't answer there god damn cell phones. So I am pretty sure that I won't see thoes kiddos this week, well maybe Rachel. But still, sucks I miss my best buddies. Sorry this is so long, but I am done. kbyee