and this my friends, is what we call "truth"
I want complete carelessness. I want to speak before I think and do before I contemplate what it is I am going to do. I want to lose my inhibitions as much as possible. I want to act on my impulses regularly. I want to get caught up in the moment and let one thing lead to another and I don’t want to stop myself until daybreak. And when day breaks, I want to ask myself if I regretted it...because I know every single part of me will say no…and only one person in this world knows why.
“Darling, I am sorry for my uncertainty, but that message you put up for all to see, I’m assuming that one person is me, but what my love, does it mean?”
“My impulses are to kiss you repeatedly even after our lips lose feeling. I want to speak before I think because I never feel the need to watch what I say around you, because it’s always the truth. I want to act without hesitation or aid of a conscience, because it will always be what I want to do which is to touch you. I want to lose myself in waves of time and let kissing lead to clenching and clenching lead to pulling and I want to wake up after this drunken state of mind in your arms and know regret is no longer a word that is summoned in our thoughts and one that will never leave our lips except maybe to say “I regret falling asleep at all, I want to stay locked in your eyes forever.” This is real dear, and no matter how many words I write or the way others see us look at each other, you’re the only one of Earth that knows it.
“God…..I love you.”
“I love you too darling.”
“Darling, I am sorry for my uncertainty, but that message you put up for all to see, I’m assuming that one person is me, but what my love, does it mean?”
“My impulses are to kiss you repeatedly even after our lips lose feeling. I want to speak before I think because I never feel the need to watch what I say around you, because it’s always the truth. I want to act without hesitation or aid of a conscience, because it will always be what I want to do which is to touch you. I want to lose myself in waves of time and let kissing lead to clenching and clenching lead to pulling and I want to wake up after this drunken state of mind in your arms and know regret is no longer a word that is summoned in our thoughts and one that will never leave our lips except maybe to say “I regret falling asleep at all, I want to stay locked in your eyes forever.” This is real dear, and no matter how many words I write or the way others see us look at each other, you’re the only one of Earth that knows it.
“God…..I love you.”
“I love you too darling.”