May 25, 2005 13:10
I've gotta rant so if you don't wanna listen to me bitch about worthless people skip down, but I need to get some things off of my chest.
Some people suck and they always will, that is just a simple thing we must live with. It just takes time to stop caring about those people, I honestly think some of them should have succeeded in the more drastic attempts in life, the world would be a better place. I'm finally in the mode where those people have stop existing, I'm ready to focus on the people who actually matter. About a year ago my friend Nate said something to me on the lines of that I worry about the people who don't matter, I take care of them and I let them bog me down and while I do care about those who matter but I put too much time into the people who I even recognize do not and never did deserve such help or caring. Well I'm happy now, I've gotten several albatrosses off of my neck and I am focusing on who and what matters to me most. Music/School, My awesome boyfriend and my real friends, and my sanity. It is funny though how a few people haven't gotten the hint that I want nothing to do with them even though I have made it a point not to talk to them even when they attempt to talk to me. They and one person in particular has burned the bridge, broken the camel's back (whatever expression fits best) too many times and personally if they die in a gutter somewhere I could careless.
But now I've gotten that off of my chest, a few positive things.
Yesterday was awesome, I got to take a walk with my sweety.
My summer class seems to be going well and I can't wait till Saturday.
Yeah for Tang, Angela, Mike?, and My bro for being able to go.
To the other two who might not be able to, I'll have a veggie burger for you. You guys still rock.
And Angela, yes we do need to have another crazy adventure.