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i seriously think i need help. i don't know what to do at all; no one knows how to help me and neither do i. i feel completely cut off and miserable and alone, even though i know there are people who care about me. i can't stand being at my apartment and i always feel like i need to be at my parents house. i feel helpless. the more i think about it the less likely it seems that there can be a resolution. like i have to stay this way indefinitely because i can't think of anything that would make this go away. being with my parents makes me feel better temporarily, but i can't really see a solution in that. i can't just hide here forever.