Yuk
Can I just say outloud here in live journal world that I am feeling rubbish.
I have been ok recently, quite chipper. Then I had to do the last question on assignment 2 of my course. It should have been one of the first questions I did in October, but I put it off because I knew it was going to upset me and it did. I had to write about a recent piece of research/legislation and the impact it has had, positive and negative. I wanted to find something light and fluffy :) Ha! As if. I ended up focussing on the Every Child Matters green paper.
I have avoided much of the coverage of Victoria Climbie and Baby P's deaths up, until this weekend. I am glad I did. Now I feel like someone has torn my heart out and spat it across the universe.
I don't get it.
I don't understand.
I feel empty and confused and wish I could just pour these thoughts and feelings away.
If I don't get an A in that assignment I will be cross.
I have been ok recently, quite chipper. Then I had to do the last question on assignment 2 of my course. It should have been one of the first questions I did in October, but I put it off because I knew it was going to upset me and it did. I had to write about a recent piece of research/legislation and the impact it has had, positive and negative. I wanted to find something light and fluffy :) Ha! As if. I ended up focussing on the Every Child Matters green paper.
I have avoided much of the coverage of Victoria Climbie and Baby P's deaths up, until this weekend. I am glad I did. Now I feel like someone has torn my heart out and spat it across the universe.
I don't get it.
I don't understand.
I feel empty and confused and wish I could just pour these thoughts and feelings away.
If I don't get an A in that assignment I will be cross.