i miss you sweetheart.
dear diary,
i can't get him off my mind.
and it scares me,
cause i've never felt this way
i'm babysittting. :-/ yah not the typically thing i would like to be doing but hey whatever. i rather be with brandon but yah hes sick. =[ so i dont know when ill be able to see him. yah sorta sucks cus i havent seen him in forever. (forever=a lifetime which really equals = 14 days today.) and im seriously dieing. yah, i couldnt see him for a month but this time its way worse, he's like a real big part of me and idk i just dont feel lke totally me right now cus like i havent been with him, ya kinda weird hard to explain.
so last week ; he was really busy, and stuff and i guess i changed and stuff and i dont know and ew got in this fight on saturday night and idk, he didnt know what he wanted and we were almost going to break up then we talked while i was balling my eyes out yah pretty sweet, but we are good now though, atleast i think so..
i just really miss him
school is good i guess i really love my classes now, and everything. =]
idk lately ive been eating a lot hopefully im just growing lol.
okay ill update later i need to help jake with his homework, man i love little kids deff being a teacher. =]
i love love love love brandon. =]
can't wait till valentines dayy.