絶対に all or nothing.
now that the first week of svhool is over, and one assignment is over, and the results chaos (in my mind) is over, now is the time to focus fully (HOPEFULLY) on my mugging.
as time goes in fast forward mode these days, there's no time to waste but apparently i wasted quite a bit. >< and as assignments are burning my eyebrows now (yea u get wad i mean right, 燃眉之急 XD) really i cant afford to get distracted by livejournal alr.
sometimes i feel lousy, esp when others can do the same things we are given, but 100 times better than me. sometimes i tell myself not to compare with other people abt these stuff but it's SO real lah. i cant help it. others can give a 16 pg report on the same thing but i could only squeeze out... 10? oh yea, note tt i used 'squeeze' means it's my limit alr.
maybe i should learn to be persistent and determined and strong enough to stick to things and assignments and questions which i cant settle, and stay at it until i get it done.
ahh, much more learning and failures to experience, it seems. =)
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do i have permission to show off my fave shots for my photography class? =)
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totally not in e mood for cny. it wasnt that bad in e past years, but it's SUPER disturbing to hear CNY songs on radio, in shops and... u noe wad i mean. it's VERY disturbing. dunno why. very badly in a bad mood when it comes to CNY, other than angbaos and staying up all night on CNY eve. OH and new clothes(!!). =)))))))
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natasha be happy okays. =)
as time goes in fast forward mode these days, there's no time to waste but apparently i wasted quite a bit. >< and as assignments are burning my eyebrows now (yea u get wad i mean right, 燃眉之急 XD) really i cant afford to get distracted by livejournal alr.
sometimes i feel lousy, esp when others can do the same things we are given, but 100 times better than me. sometimes i tell myself not to compare with other people abt these stuff but it's SO real lah. i cant help it. others can give a 16 pg report on the same thing but i could only squeeze out... 10? oh yea, note tt i used 'squeeze' means it's my limit alr.
maybe i should learn to be persistent and determined and strong enough to stick to things and assignments and questions which i cant settle, and stay at it until i get it done.
ahh, much more learning and failures to experience, it seems. =)
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do i have permission to show off my fave shots for my photography class? =)
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totally not in e mood for cny. it wasnt that bad in e past years, but it's SUPER disturbing to hear CNY songs on radio, in shops and... u noe wad i mean. it's VERY disturbing. dunno why. very badly in a bad mood when it comes to CNY, other than angbaos and staying up all night on CNY eve. OH and new clothes(!!). =)))))))
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natasha be happy okays. =)