oh my GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i am at work at hayden. I totally just fucked up with my girlfriend...well maybe my ex now and i dont even know what to say about this. Does she have a right to be mad...YES....but i just wanted to work....and i wasn't thinking...and i messed up....totally...jessus...if she brakes up for me thats it...my life is done and i dont know what to do about anything...and i am screwed...i just lost the best thing that has ever happen to me..and i dont know what to do....but if we are broken up..well.....welll what i dont know what to say i love her more then life...and i was an asshole............................