A handful of patience is worth more than a bushel of brains. -- Dutch Proverb
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.. - Obviously by McFly.
Downright disappointed.. Thats all I can say. Probably this feeling is convincing me to forget. "I'm wasting my time.." knowing you will always make decisions that will hurt and disappoint. My hope that you will realise the outcome of your regrettable decisions disappears bit by bit everytime you apologise but did nothing to make up for it. My continuous frustrations can only be beared on my own and to release it is only wasting my time and only makes me realise that I can't control myself. I have given up hope, and this will include the friendship that you never bothered and continuous to disappoint. I see no point in making any effort when you do nothing at all except wanting to have fun in your life. So this is the end. I didn't make the choice. I just followed yours. I hope this is the last I'm going to write about you. I'm controlling my anger and frustrations. And I hope it subsides soon. You make the effort now, I had enough.
Batam was in my plans the last week. Colleague mentioned that I must be really disappointed in regina since I have hardly mentioned anything about her during the past 4 days. She also mentioned that I have been unconsciously talking about her almost everyday before that. How embarressing. Well, there is the good and bad about it. But I don't want to talk about it. Had a meeting on saturday, boss has finally agreed to change our working hours to a 5 day week. Hooray.. no more working saturdays. There was also a discussion for a retreat to be planned on the 2nd October probably in one of the resorts in malaysia. Wow, seems like I will be very busy in October. With weddings to attend, birthdays to celebrate, Mount Kinabalu to climb and resorts to enjoy, looks like its going to be enjoyable, enjoyable enjoyable.
Finished reading The Da Vinci Code finally. Loved the sweet reunion at the end.. Thanks miriam for lending me the book. Hope you feeling better already. A listening ear is always available here. =) Take care and God Bless..
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.. - Obviously by McFly.
Downright disappointed.. Thats all I can say. Probably this feeling is convincing me to forget. "I'm wasting my time.." knowing you will always make decisions that will hurt and disappoint. My hope that you will realise the outcome of your regrettable decisions disappears bit by bit everytime you apologise but did nothing to make up for it. My continuous frustrations can only be beared on my own and to release it is only wasting my time and only makes me realise that I can't control myself. I have given up hope, and this will include the friendship that you never bothered and continuous to disappoint. I see no point in making any effort when you do nothing at all except wanting to have fun in your life. So this is the end. I didn't make the choice. I just followed yours. I hope this is the last I'm going to write about you. I'm controlling my anger and frustrations. And I hope it subsides soon. You make the effort now, I had enough.
Batam was in my plans the last week. Colleague mentioned that I must be really disappointed in regina since I have hardly mentioned anything about her during the past 4 days. She also mentioned that I have been unconsciously talking about her almost everyday before that. How embarressing. Well, there is the good and bad about it. But I don't want to talk about it. Had a meeting on saturday, boss has finally agreed to change our working hours to a 5 day week. Hooray.. no more working saturdays. There was also a discussion for a retreat to be planned on the 2nd October probably in one of the resorts in malaysia. Wow, seems like I will be very busy in October. With weddings to attend, birthdays to celebrate, Mount Kinabalu to climb and resorts to enjoy, looks like its going to be enjoyable, enjoyable enjoyable.
Finished reading The Da Vinci Code finally. Loved the sweet reunion at the end.. Thanks miriam for lending me the book. Hope you feeling better already. A listening ear is always available here. =) Take care and God Bless..