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i have realized that i am nothing to anyone else. the only person who ever misses me, thinks about me, cares about me is elijah.
i don't have any friends.
i am kind of angry.
i am kind of upset.
but it's my own fault and i shouldn't complain.
no one thinks of me the way i think of them.
no one thinks about me when i am not around.
no one wonders.
no one cares.
i am sick of waiting for someone to call.
i am sick of never knowing, never being told.
i am sick of thinking people are my friends.
so maybe i should stop caring.
so maybe i should stop thinking.
i don't have any friends.
i am kind of angry.
i am kind of upset.
but it's my own fault and i shouldn't complain.
no one thinks of me the way i think of them.
no one thinks about me when i am not around.
no one wonders.
no one cares.
i am sick of waiting for someone to call.
i am sick of never knowing, never being told.
i am sick of thinking people are my friends.
so maybe i should stop caring.
so maybe i should stop thinking.