Jul 25, 2009 08:56
Thursday was feelin' very uninspired, not quite dissapointed or annoyed-blamed it on th flourescent lights but in realily I knew it was the lack of eye contact- Friday flipped this, I know life can't always be fun and games, and I have all my heavy demons over my head like anyone else-the haters, the bill collectors, the uncover misogynists- but for real -don't know what happened but I'm on this incredible upswing.
Maybe I'm in love...with a brick wall? I think I want slam myself into it-haha Someone made me curious-and now I'm chasin' him all over town-he's like the cool fog blowin' in from the bay ( or the East River)and don't even care if nothin happens-told ya' my life is rated G-but it ain't no Disney movie-
alright I'm corny-a little squirrely-but really very sweet-look out Hollywood-you can't handle my east coast fla'va
Not caring is safe-but sometimes you gotta take a risk and care right? Whenever, I've taken the "safe" road I've regretted it-if we all resisted the corporation (literally and of the mind) then life would be better for all- more shops with cats
Speaking of cats, black cats in particular...Pay attention to the details in "the Master and Margarita" this book teaches you skills
No time for depressed people-sorry- got to keep it movin'-"If I can make it here I'll make it anywhere"...doesn't make sense- I need to make it here-NYC (and environs)-is the only place in the universe for me (at least for the next 7 years) and I'm on the wire- gotta hit the streets-find a job-a career where I can thrive-and maybe chill out upstate in my spare time-what is it that I do? I'm a jack of all trades-master of some-
this day is alive-we don't know the underlying spiritual meanings- but somehow God has it all in his hand.