*average everyday sane pshyco*
..i never really knew a person could actually snap.
i mean, we all feel like we are so stressed to the point of maximum melt down. and we feel lke our lives are pushing down in on us, just daring us to let it squish us, but we never really lose it to the point of...well insanity.
when we were kids, our friends could make us feel better. put things in that simple light that made it seem so much easier to handle.
at some point though, the stuff of life was to complicated for anyone else to really make better. not completely.
so we learn to take care of ourselves. solve our own problems. or at least...learn to suffer without much fuss. in the end, thats what makes things worse. being alone through it all.
but we all think, "they have problems to., why bother them with mine?" or something near to it. "they are tired of hearing me complain" stuff like that.
i hear those kind of things coming out of me, or going through my head. and it makes me want to hit myself. but i still do it.
maybe its something about human nature...that we think we deserve to suffer alone.
but in the end, we all make it. the things we suffer, alone or with family or friends. they make us who we are.
i always knew i'd make it out of high school. and college. and life. just..ok. i've been stressed, angry, sad, depressed, anxious....like everyone else has. but at the end of the day, i worked my tail off, and i'm going to make it. and i assumed everyone else would do the same.
but everyone doesn't make it. ...they just lose it completely. and what i want ot know is...
if a person really snaps. really...just can't take it all and just loses all their sanity. and in doing so..lose everything. can a person come back from that? can they be ok in the end?
<3 mle