Sep 30, 2005 13:31
i feel really bad about sleeping through my breakfast with tiffany and i suck. i owe you one!
today, brandi and JD are getting married and i'm in the wedding, which is nice. their wedding coordinator is completely void of ability, though, and i was tempted to tell her to shoo and leave me to the coordinating. jackie and christine and i could have run the thing like clockwork. in any event, tonight i eat for free! oopa!
yesterday, someone told me i looked very 60s. the day before that, someone told me i looked mod. perhaps it is time for a haircut. although, hearing something other than you're hair is so curly is nice.
sometimes, i want to kill people. not because they irritate me or anything. just because i get the urge to destroy something that would resist it. i havent manipulated anything or dominated anything in a very long time, and that quiet part of me that wants to step on something is squirming. maybe thats why i havent wanted to spend much time with jeremiah the last 2 days. maybe i want to protect him from myself. i'm a silly goose.
i stare at people. it makes them uncomfortable. i should work on that.