I hate percrastination
I have a love/hate relationship with percrastination.
I am in the last week of school/finals and I have 3 papers to write and 6 tests to study for...and what and I doing? writing this LJ that no one will read and trying to avoid the work that is softly calling to me...
I love a nice, big, ice-filled coca-cola-classic. It is one of my favorite things.
Matthew and I are good. Though at times I feel like I am not what he wants or needs. Like last night, we were discussing God and I told him that I just don't feel close to God anymore. i don't have the desire to go to church like I used to. I am sure it is just a passing phase, but since Matthew is sucha Godly man, it makes me feel bad to be wishy-washy. You know? So what do I do? Fake it? In the NA rooms they say "Fake it til you make it" but somehow I don't think that applies here.
I am sure everything will be better once I am done with school and focusing on getting a job and becoming a productive human being again. So Long, Dear Void.
~W
I am in the last week of school/finals and I have 3 papers to write and 6 tests to study for...and what and I doing? writing this LJ that no one will read and trying to avoid the work that is softly calling to me...
I love a nice, big, ice-filled coca-cola-classic. It is one of my favorite things.
Matthew and I are good. Though at times I feel like I am not what he wants or needs. Like last night, we were discussing God and I told him that I just don't feel close to God anymore. i don't have the desire to go to church like I used to. I am sure it is just a passing phase, but since Matthew is sucha Godly man, it makes me feel bad to be wishy-washy. You know? So what do I do? Fake it? In the NA rooms they say "Fake it til you make it" but somehow I don't think that applies here.
I am sure everything will be better once I am done with school and focusing on getting a job and becoming a productive human being again. So Long, Dear Void.
~W