does ANYTHING ever get easier?!
so i feel like a piece of shit.
there was something that i HAD to tell my friend, and now my friend is really upset about it. but its better she knows now than if she found out later. and if she would have found out later that i knew a long time ago and didn't tell her.. yea, that would have been not good. i dont know, i would have wanted her to tell me.. man, i just feel like a bitch.
theres this hot guy. he wanted to hang out in yakima with me this weekend. gas is way too expensive, you could spend that money on beer instead. so i cant move up there until next weekend. what the fuck is that shit about?? we'll see.. im still going to try to make it happen.
why am i still awake?? its almost 2:30am!! i didn't sleep well last night. i just keep getting this really bad feeling that someone is setting a curse on me. that when i go to yakima, all hell will break loose, i'll get fat, and everyone will end up hating me. ahhh!! i hate school sometimes.
anyway, thats all i have to say. i wish gas didn't cost so damn much. and i wish i would stop thinking about my ex, all my toxic friends and the fact that i have to mow the fucking lawn tomorrow. man i hope i can move into the dorms on saturday. PEACE OUT!!
there was something that i HAD to tell my friend, and now my friend is really upset about it. but its better she knows now than if she found out later. and if she would have found out later that i knew a long time ago and didn't tell her.. yea, that would have been not good. i dont know, i would have wanted her to tell me.. man, i just feel like a bitch.
theres this hot guy. he wanted to hang out in yakima with me this weekend. gas is way too expensive, you could spend that money on beer instead. so i cant move up there until next weekend. what the fuck is that shit about?? we'll see.. im still going to try to make it happen.
why am i still awake?? its almost 2:30am!! i didn't sleep well last night. i just keep getting this really bad feeling that someone is setting a curse on me. that when i go to yakima, all hell will break loose, i'll get fat, and everyone will end up hating me. ahhh!! i hate school sometimes.
anyway, thats all i have to say. i wish gas didn't cost so damn much. and i wish i would stop thinking about my ex, all my toxic friends and the fact that i have to mow the fucking lawn tomorrow. man i hope i can move into the dorms on saturday. PEACE OUT!!