Dillema
Does that word have two l's? It just doesn't look right. Anyhoo, on with my issue.
I started working as a nanny for friends of ours the last week of September. I know I can handle more than one kid at a time, I've done it before.
However, their child is the beast from hell. He is now like 9 weeks old and he is a spoiled brat. I've always been one to think that kids this young can't be spoiled but Ben has proved me wrong. He wants to be held ALL THE TIME. He screams, ALL THE TIME!!! I can't handle much more.
I want to shoot myself in the fucking head. I'm on edge all the time. I'm trying to make sure I'm still a good mom to Xander. I don't know what to do.
I remember now that I HATE working for friends. I don't want to quit for two reasons, 1) we DESPERATELY need the extra money and 2) I hate to leave good friends without someone.
What do I do? Continue to let myself spiral out of control and truly grow a HATE for this child or is there an alternative?
HELP!!!!!!!!!
I started working as a nanny for friends of ours the last week of September. I know I can handle more than one kid at a time, I've done it before.
However, their child is the beast from hell. He is now like 9 weeks old and he is a spoiled brat. I've always been one to think that kids this young can't be spoiled but Ben has proved me wrong. He wants to be held ALL THE TIME. He screams, ALL THE TIME!!! I can't handle much more.
I want to shoot myself in the fucking head. I'm on edge all the time. I'm trying to make sure I'm still a good mom to Xander. I don't know what to do.
I remember now that I HATE working for friends. I don't want to quit for two reasons, 1) we DESPERATELY need the extra money and 2) I hate to leave good friends without someone.
What do I do? Continue to let myself spiral out of control and truly grow a HATE for this child or is there an alternative?
HELP!!!!!!!!!