Jul 16, 2011 11:37
No! It's too mellow!
Where to from here? Where is my "out"? I don't feel the progress I was so sure of before. I feel like I finally get close to a network, to some kind of escape from the life I used to lead, and it sucks me back in. I fear that no matter how much things change, they'll stay the same, because there's a cerrtain system that works for how I feel, and it's not a very sociable system. Loner should be a four-letter word.
Where do I find my spark again, over and over, always burning out?