- so last night was somewhat interesting. me and nick went to the st.b's carnival. but before that he came and got me at my hizzouse we drove for like a half hour. went to the carnival. saw nicole amy and her boyfriend. we went on that dragon ship ride thing. walked for a lil. then me and nick got bored and went for another drive. got him some ice cream. scared small children and old ppl. and for no reason what so ever nick and i followed some camaro from downtown leominster all the way to townsend.WHY U ASK?. I dont know. but it was nice to finally hangout with nick after so long. we have a good time together.
bipolar moods can suck it......
- so ive come to the conclusion that im just white trash. Im a playtoy that is nothing but boobs and a vag. with curls. cuz thats all people(dudes) acknowledge on me. it seems to be all im good for as well. i put myself in these situations that cause me to have these low opinions of myself. but like i sed its my own fault. so im not exactly sure why im complaining if im the one doing this to myself. weird. i kno. it just realli botheres me cuz id realli like to know whats so bad and wrong abotu me to the point that ppl would just wanna hump then dump me. my bestfriend decided to do that. and it makes me feel like a million bucks right now. ugh. :( im so upset.
- adams coming home early monday morning from maine. that should cheer me up. we're supposed to hangout. but in his mind he has high hopes of getting whops. ummm no.
thank you. that is all