Jul 23, 2020 14:17
the fear of being judged.
the fear of how people would look at me.
the fear of not living up to expectations.
the fear of being seen as a lousy person.
the fear after being told i am under-performing.
the fear of being labelled as someone unable to hold onto a job.
the fear of not knowing how to help or what to do.
the fear of not being able to hear.
the fear of being told that i would need an aid.
the fear that i may have something much more serious yet to be discovered.
the fear that i cannot be normal anymore.
the fear of being stigmatized.
the fears; its real and its deafening.