So tired of this shit...
I'm so tired of the same old stories, the same tired excuses, the same half ass apologies, the same ass hole and bitchy responses. I'm so fucking tired of it all. I'm trying, I'm really trying not to care, to just let it slide, let it go... but it all get's really old really quick. You can only get slapped in the face so many times before your fist clenches and makes contact with someone elses face.
I feel under-rated, under-apreciated, under-valued... like I'm just here, I'm just someone who gets dumped on and passed by. I talk but if it's not what you want to hear you don't listen, if I'm upset it's because it's my own fault and I'm being stupid. You don't know how I feel and I don't think you want to.
The sad part is, I'm not hurt, I'm not sad, I'm a little pissed but all in all... I really don't give a shit. I just want to get the fuck out. I'm tired of everyone elses plans and schedules and last minute bullshit. I have my own shit to deal with, the same shit that was there two months ago because I set it aside for you, so I could deal with your shit.
This place is evil. It changes people. It turns good people in to spoiled rotten little bitches. The universe revolves around each individual person that lives here and any of "the good ones" that are left are converted.
I hate this place. I can't even think of one thing I like about it. I can't wait to get the fuck out of here and never look back. To get to a place where I have MY OWN space, where I have MY OWN schedule, where I can shut out the world and not worry about it.
It's only two weeks away but it's not close enough... because until then it's just same shit different day.
I feel under-rated, under-apreciated, under-valued... like I'm just here, I'm just someone who gets dumped on and passed by. I talk but if it's not what you want to hear you don't listen, if I'm upset it's because it's my own fault and I'm being stupid. You don't know how I feel and I don't think you want to.
The sad part is, I'm not hurt, I'm not sad, I'm a little pissed but all in all... I really don't give a shit. I just want to get the fuck out. I'm tired of everyone elses plans and schedules and last minute bullshit. I have my own shit to deal with, the same shit that was there two months ago because I set it aside for you, so I could deal with your shit.
This place is evil. It changes people. It turns good people in to spoiled rotten little bitches. The universe revolves around each individual person that lives here and any of "the good ones" that are left are converted.
I hate this place. I can't even think of one thing I like about it. I can't wait to get the fuck out of here and never look back. To get to a place where I have MY OWN space, where I have MY OWN schedule, where I can shut out the world and not worry about it.
It's only two weeks away but it's not close enough... because until then it's just same shit different day.