Mar 29, 2006 15:34
I would think that i have done better at alot of things, but some people just dont think that i have a heart. I'm not going to convince anyone this, but when they say it to me, i cant take their mean comments to badly. i dont anymore. im not going to let angry words erase good memories. call me retarded, but what you rather remember?? really, the good stuff is better. I just think a little too much and say something when i shouldn't. i know im human and i get emotional too. someday everyone is going to be happy and no one can be mad at anyone else.
if i had my way no one would hate anyone. but thats why im just a stupid kid and not god.
NYU was nice. i got there way to early for my interview, and some students took me around the town and campus. they invited me to their MFA show that night and i went out afterword to get drinks with them. i chatted after dark with the professors and we spoke about kentucky and the school. they told me after the interview. . . Your an interested character and a delight to talk to. you're confident in your work, but you dont sell yourself. i cant imagine why we would want to see your smile around the studios this fall."" im not saying this to show off (i hate vein people). but i just thought that was one of the nicest things people could say.