on the radio
This is how it works,
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again
-regina spektor
how true.
so i havent really slept..at all i guess..i mean ive slept in the day..a bit..a lot..it doesnt feel like it counts though...
i mean..
im a bit..whacky..i just..cant seem to grab ahold of anything lately?
i met a boy though!..well i actually havent met him yet...long story..im really nervous!...im afraid im too worn out for a relationship if it works..you know? i mean if it doesnt work i'll be really upset! because he's wonderful...but how do i balance myself and a relationship?..haha you know i shouldnt even worry about this until it happens. i doubt it will work anyway..this kind of stuff never really works.
jeese, im the biggest downer! when did this happen?
so my text keeps turning red..when i press enter..so i give up on this entry.
im gunna go do...laundry..or something...
weird.