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FAT VS FULL FIGURED
Current mood: crappy
So today Jemel came over and tried on some of my sisters outfits, that i can barely fit, and then i thought to myself I am getting fat, so while MOST people disagree, I can tell, and i am thinking that I am alot bigger than i think, I hate it. I feel like a whale near people ...My roomates call me fat, shirts i use to wear are wayyy to small, and yet my ass looks fabulous....... ugh. I love to eat and i even eat when im not hungry! In PA and NYC I was never fat or anything, I was also dancing... now i dont have that which is leading me to believe that I dont have the great metabolism i use too.
SO i am going to go get a membership to blakes gym and try to do something abou tit, but i fear I lack passion and discipline to work out, but i would love the body. I should just get some work done...but ugh.
maybe i should just join a fat farm or something, someone drop by with a great diet PLEASE
Current mood: crappy
So today Jemel came over and tried on some of my sisters outfits, that i can barely fit, and then i thought to myself I am getting fat, so while MOST people disagree, I can tell, and i am thinking that I am alot bigger than i think, I hate it. I feel like a whale near people ...My roomates call me fat, shirts i use to wear are wayyy to small, and yet my ass looks fabulous....... ugh. I love to eat and i even eat when im not hungry! In PA and NYC I was never fat or anything, I was also dancing... now i dont have that which is leading me to believe that I dont have the great metabolism i use too.
SO i am going to go get a membership to blakes gym and try to do something abou tit, but i fear I lack passion and discipline to work out, but i would love the body. I should just get some work done...but ugh.
maybe i should just join a fat farm or something, someone drop by with a great diet PLEASE