PCD
Post Con Depression
Its a state in which you have a great time out at a convention with a bunch of people and build some awesome memories, and then that moment ends after time passes and all you have is the urge to go out and hang out with those people again and do those things again and you can't help but sit there and be upset that you cant.
It has never hit me so hard in my life.
Now will I say that this anthrocon was mountains better than last year? No because honestly it wasn't, there were some things i wish i had and had not done but at the same time i still had those memories, I still hung out with some awesome people and I still miss it.
But more than ever this was the weekend that made me realize what I have in my boyfriend.
Some people always say the same thing "Oh I am the luckiest person on earth to have them" And you know what, I used to be the type of person to shrug off that comment as "Lovers vanity" but now more than ever I can sympathize with them, because they must feel the same way I do. I am lonely right now because all I want more than anything is to be with david, and we both had to go home. This weekend was just awesome for so many reasons, but nothing was more awesome than the time we spent together.
I was really happy to have finally met JM-ANIME and his boyfriend Aaron; David and I spent a lot of time hanging out with them and actually had a blast doing so, other great moments were hanging out with Ivybeth and Xk2X, pissing off crusader cat, and the kage and 2 moments. I really want to one day do what they do at a con, not so much a single stand up show but a panel show where myself and a group of furs entertain a bunch of people with back and forth stories.
The food of anthrocon was another amazing adventure, the restaurants were amazing and the amount of food i can't get in canada (as well as the awesome booze [I picked up some american honey on the way back Cajun, thanks for introducing me to it heh]) was awesome.
And the stuff I bought, aside from the porn was great too, some commissions from Squeedgee Monster, Ivy, Xk2X, Touch my Badger, and an awesome commission from Spunky (One of me as professor layton and David as Luke...SO CUTE!) made the weekend even better.
My favorite moment of the entire weekend was the first night, getting to the hotel, and going to the fish market with David. It reminded me of our first time going to anthrocon together, and how we got into an argument and after we made up went to the fish market and had an amazing dinner than just made everything better, this was a great way to start the weekend, with an amazing meal and then time to go back to the room and spend some time together.
All in all I want to thank everyone who made my AC wonderful.
And to David...one day I'm going to marry you, and spend the rest of my life with you. I love you more than anything.
Its a state in which you have a great time out at a convention with a bunch of people and build some awesome memories, and then that moment ends after time passes and all you have is the urge to go out and hang out with those people again and do those things again and you can't help but sit there and be upset that you cant.
It has never hit me so hard in my life.
Now will I say that this anthrocon was mountains better than last year? No because honestly it wasn't, there were some things i wish i had and had not done but at the same time i still had those memories, I still hung out with some awesome people and I still miss it.
But more than ever this was the weekend that made me realize what I have in my boyfriend.
Some people always say the same thing "Oh I am the luckiest person on earth to have them" And you know what, I used to be the type of person to shrug off that comment as "Lovers vanity" but now more than ever I can sympathize with them, because they must feel the same way I do. I am lonely right now because all I want more than anything is to be with david, and we both had to go home. This weekend was just awesome for so many reasons, but nothing was more awesome than the time we spent together.
I was really happy to have finally met JM-ANIME and his boyfriend Aaron; David and I spent a lot of time hanging out with them and actually had a blast doing so, other great moments were hanging out with Ivybeth and Xk2X, pissing off crusader cat, and the kage and 2 moments. I really want to one day do what they do at a con, not so much a single stand up show but a panel show where myself and a group of furs entertain a bunch of people with back and forth stories.
The food of anthrocon was another amazing adventure, the restaurants were amazing and the amount of food i can't get in canada (as well as the awesome booze [I picked up some american honey on the way back Cajun, thanks for introducing me to it heh]) was awesome.
And the stuff I bought, aside from the porn was great too, some commissions from Squeedgee Monster, Ivy, Xk2X, Touch my Badger, and an awesome commission from Spunky (One of me as professor layton and David as Luke...SO CUTE!) made the weekend even better.
My favorite moment of the entire weekend was the first night, getting to the hotel, and going to the fish market with David. It reminded me of our first time going to anthrocon together, and how we got into an argument and after we made up went to the fish market and had an amazing dinner than just made everything better, this was a great way to start the weekend, with an amazing meal and then time to go back to the room and spend some time together.
All in all I want to thank everyone who made my AC wonderful.
And to David...one day I'm going to marry you, and spend the rest of my life with you. I love you more than anything.