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i want to be special. i want people to want to be with me. i want people to notice me. i want people to like me. i want to be loved unconditionally. i want to be suprised. i want to be happy. i want to be with my friends. i want to be myself without being judged... But i dont want to keep thinking of killing myself. life is pain, but its all we have. i want to be saved. i want someone to care, and to physically be beside me... but no one will... im tired of it all... please care...