oh self... how could you?
i shouldn't have gotten sick. i am SO FAR BEHIND right now. i missed two weeks of class and thus have no f'ing clue what's going on. still have 1 more essai to write, as well as getting started on, you know, other essays. i put out the long list of stuff i have to do. i should've started on some of it this week...
but you know what happened this week? i opened my computer. i opened word documents. i stared at the screen. i closed them down. i absolutely could not focus enough to write anything. as it is, i wrote my essai universitaire... a full 150 words short. :( it only took me two weeks of writing and chatting to get that much down. the essai professionnel should be a breeze. right? *headdesk*
am gonna get back to cooking this week. i miss being in the kitchen. hopefully i'll have enough time between everything to blow off steam in front of the stove.
speaking of foods, i'm now below 300 lbs! 292, which i haven't been for a couple of years now. i know it's the result of being sick, so i'm going to have to work extra hard. no snacky foods, no juices. just me and my newfound love of stairs. :( and weight watchers this week. i've been meaning to go since first week of january. but when you fall ill, it's a little hard to do...
um. other things. i'm beginning to think i have distraction overload. i'm too accessible, and i spend far too much time on the computer doing nothing (i.e. LJ, facebook, hulu, okcupid). once i'm caught up on my work (read: i better get my ass in gear this week), i'm going to try to cut down on how unproductive i am. either i'm upping my writing or i'm cutting down on how much time i spend online (maybe a combination thereof). february has to consist of big bang writing, finishing school and chilling a little. my brain cannot handle this much distraction.
but you know what happened this week? i opened my computer. i opened word documents. i stared at the screen. i closed them down. i absolutely could not focus enough to write anything. as it is, i wrote my essai universitaire... a full 150 words short. :( it only took me two weeks of writing and chatting to get that much down. the essai professionnel should be a breeze. right? *headdesk*
am gonna get back to cooking this week. i miss being in the kitchen. hopefully i'll have enough time between everything to blow off steam in front of the stove.
speaking of foods, i'm now below 300 lbs! 292, which i haven't been for a couple of years now. i know it's the result of being sick, so i'm going to have to work extra hard. no snacky foods, no juices. just me and my newfound love of stairs. :( and weight watchers this week. i've been meaning to go since first week of january. but when you fall ill, it's a little hard to do...
um. other things. i'm beginning to think i have distraction overload. i'm too accessible, and i spend far too much time on the computer doing nothing (i.e. LJ, facebook, hulu, okcupid). once i'm caught up on my work (read: i better get my ass in gear this week), i'm going to try to cut down on how unproductive i am. either i'm upping my writing or i'm cutting down on how much time i spend online (maybe a combination thereof). february has to consist of big bang writing, finishing school and chilling a little. my brain cannot handle this much distraction.