Vague Musings
Anyway, it's been an interesting weekend in ways I could not have imagined in my freshman year. My problem, as usual, is wanting to be about five places at one time. On a night when there are four parties to go to, I really spread myself too thinly. I guess it's better than just blowing people off, but I feel like I miss a complete experience and feel entirely too conscious about the fact that my flitting from place to place with different people at every step of the way is probably a bit hurtful to some people. I hope this is just me being oversensitive, but I feel like I let people down because I tend to be indecisive and impulsive in terms of where I'm headed next. I need to think about this a bit more.
I have gotten into the habit of getting done with the party scene around 2:00 am and seeking out a new experience with the people who are still at it. Last night it was a game of beirut in which my partner and I played terribly against two belligerently drunk individuals. It's the kind of situation you can only find at that time of night.
I left my iTunes playlist playing on shuffle last night and had some really interesting dreams as a result. I don't know how ideal it is for music to be playing constantly as one sleeps, but I enjoyed it nevertheless.
In other news, I still have a lot of work to do, and I need to learn how to dance. Seriously.