nervousy
i have an orietation meeting tonight for this program that i'm interested in taking
i haven't been to school in about 8 years. i'm excited and nervous and anxious. and scared.
what if they don't want me won't take me what if i do horribly at this even though its something i have a pasison for... what if what if what if
i'm just trying not to think too much and just do it and be present for this.
how am i gonna get the funding for this. hmmmm anyone wanna donate to my cause. ahah
**EDIT**
no school for me. not enough time to get my application together and monies. too much stress
i'm disappointed and feel like a porcupine.
i haven't been to school in about 8 years. i'm excited and nervous and anxious. and scared.
what if they don't want me won't take me what if i do horribly at this even though its something i have a pasison for... what if what if what if
i'm just trying not to think too much and just do it and be present for this.
how am i gonna get the funding for this. hmmmm anyone wanna donate to my cause. ahah
**EDIT**
no school for me. not enough time to get my application together and monies. too much stress
i'm disappointed and feel like a porcupine.