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[welcometoearth4]

I'm so excited, and so nervous. Idon't know what to do, so I end up doing nothing, and then I look stupid. Which I don't want to look like. And so I try to make it better, but I don't think thats working, unless she wants what I want.
I don't think so.
I think that I should just go and be spontaneous. Maybe then I'll get what I wish. I guess I should just work at it.