Re-posting May 6th. 2004
By this time, I was bitter and pretty angry. I don't want to go back to that.
Fighting Back Against A Blood Soaked Friend
I'd like to fight back and show no mercy.
I've been forced to rip my heart out and take a bite.
So now I'm taking a second bite, and spitting blood in everyone's face.
Then I'll take this knife from my back,
and stab the world with it's blood soaked edge.
Everyone will drown in puddles they've made, by standing motionless, waiting for someone to save them from the agony of revenge.
But don't be surprised if I feed off your affection and attention,
because I've joined and separated myself from an election I've already lost.
And now I'm greedy for someone else's prized possession,
and all the wonderful things she has to offer.
And fuck all those who stand in the way of what I deserve.
I will no longer feed off lifeless corpses of one night stands and meaningless ecstasy.
