Oct 06, 2004 17:22
Today i got up n got ready for school...threw up 4 times...dad tried to force me to stay home from school but i refused.... so yeaa...i told welsh yesterday that i liked him n he didnt really say anything so i got all excited so i wanted to know if he liked me to n i got all excited n shit cuz i knew i was gunna b able to talk to him without freezing up like i did b4..lol....so yeaa....so 1st hour..there was a fire drill n pual was being an asshole n shit like that so w/e then me n paige n brooke discovered that when he laughs he lookes like a "wh" lmao...it was fun..then i talked...chilled...2nd hour..played soccer....so yeaa....3rd hour...took a quiz n talked to TJ n michele..4th hour...took notes n shit like that...got into it with Mr Torp..hes an asshole,..i hate him..if it wasnt against the law id kill him!after lunch it was timeot talk to welsh i went to talk to him n yeaa it was normall..hug..hi...w/e then mes like.."do u like lauren" while i walked away n hes like "no not like that" so i was pissed..had a breakdown...cried for the 2nd half of 4th hour....thought about giving up on everything but i didnt....not him cuz the chance is still there..not life cuz i refuse to over a guy..thanks to all my frenz who mad eme c they arent worth it. 5th hour....sang n shit....6th hour...had a killer migrane....n yeaa....so i did my work..n shit like that... then after school i talked to paige n she sed shed talk to welsh for me n shit like that (thanks paige) then yeaa.....Devo n Stella came over (spouse abuser!)she fucking threw a jawbreaker at my knee then. kicked me n shit..it hurt..n we talked n shit like that n then TJ came over n we all ate dinner it was funni....then i did his hair..n then went to the park..devs got upset but then we saw Bugni n yeaaa.....came home n i ate again...lol..stella left....then we all went back to the park...n i talked to TJ cuz i got all depressed..n shit like that, i love that kid to death..hes good at makoing ppl feel better....he just looked at me n hes like u need a hug n i was like yeaa....n then we talked forever n then i felt all better..it was good....so yeaa.. but anyway..now devos spending the night do i gotta go..
I Love *him*
Devo Loves TJ
Tj- today was cool....thanks for everything..!
Devo- I love you..moms gunna b fine I promise...! I love you....Id do anyhing just to c u happy!
"Shock & Awe"
Thank you. And the nominees for the best solo underground duo acoustik country urban pop remix classical cover band artist duo and or group or and or solo artist groups are:
Don't read it time to shut em down, turn another page put em in the blind magazine, crusade kill em all, burn em all, take em to the streets, another publisist dead page 153 only credit was a cover, tag next months issue read all about fallen bears dissen you heres a story for that ass lotus ready to brawl bringin you blood shock and awe bring it on.
You cant make or break me fuck MTV. I'ma underground killa huntin VIP murderous me followin Tom home with a 12 inch shank about to bloody the chrome. I cut his throat so deep nearly cut off his head 13 wounds found in the chest of his kids and his wife...I still got his wife she be suckin our dicks at the Pod as we write.
Shock (stab em up) and awe (watch em fall) and then back into the underworld we crawl (so fuck yall bitches) Shock (stab em up) and awe (watch em fall) and then back into the underworld we crawl (so fuck yall bitches)
I pull up strapin bombs at your tailgate parties rush your gate with atleast 45 of my homies dissen out pilerigs knockin out sound man, jump in your mosh pit with my hatchet in hand OzzFest, Blood Fest, snow corner more showin all these faggots all about hardcore tiein hands with mic cords and burn down your stage all this shit in all juggalos names
As soon as I walk in the door I set it off I slap Fred Durst and the guy who plays "Ross" so tipped and just rushed the stage and choked the shit outta Chris Cornell for ruinin Rage lights go out mind doin again and when they come back on i got my dick in Lil Kim I pulled off the rubber and bitch slapped Danny Glover now I swing on Ashton Kutcher and I bet I get the cover.
Shock (stab em up) and awe (watch em fall) and then back into the underworld we crawl (so fuck yall bitches) Shock (stab em up) and awe (watch em fall) and then back into the underworld we crawl (so fuck yall bitches)
Fuck the radio and all the songs they play there playlist are wack and there DJ's are gay. I ain't payin you shit to play my song 5g's for rotation you know thats wrong got to come off more money to air my shit gotta pay an A&R to straight suck ya dick take ya to lunch get ya all drunk N shit I'm like FUCK NAH fuck you N the mainstream bitch.
I bomb on all you block parties whats that fuckin radio friendly love songs that shit is wack all you candy coated rappers you red cap wearers i got 7 slugs and 11 pallbearers the only block I know is a block for my gat when I cock the hammer and pull the trigger back erasing the top 10 spots and cut out cha hearts and make you number 1 on the dead chart BIATCH.
Shock (stab em up) and awe (watch em fall) and then back into the underworld we crawl (so fuck yall bitches) Shock (stab em up) and awe (watch em fall) and then back into the underworld we crawl (so fuck yall bitches)
And the nominees are Dirty Lunch Meat, The Tumbling Elbows, Hot Garbage, Fred Parker & The Pleasant Trees, MC Alfredo, (Huh Huh) CreamSauce Haa-I fucked it all up hahaha
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ok i like him but he sed it staright up today he dont like me back, that hurts....love is pain.....i never beleived it till 4th hour today... paulie is no longer my big brother....hes got ali..so w/e..anyway...lately i feel like i dont have anyone to b there for me..but devo, bugni, Tj,n Jesso. but yeaa.i love allu guys..
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