Sep 28, 2004 17:19
yesterday. i think im getting sick. i definitely didnt feel good. school was...school. afterschool i talked to gaylyn and abby a bit then got megfeg. intended to go tanning right after my mom got home...didnt go until after 7. interesting times out then...last night...ummm started overthinking everything. i hate it when i get into moods where things can be going perfectly well and nothing but good can come from it and then i start tripping myself out and it just gets messed up. thats how last night went. and into today.
today-
1-talked about complicated situations.
2-worked on our alien things.
3-read our poems out loud.
4-omlette deminstration. everyone ended up eating anyways.
5/6-library. project. woo?
7-stupid tanning oil. my stupid mouth. stupid everything.
8-went over more of the book.
9-reviewed and found out our grades. i have a 94.
afterschool i made the mistake of opening up my mouth again. i think ill become a mute because i cant control the shit that comes out sometimes. i brought this upon myself and i wish i could get rid of it. then vanessa and i went tanning. we waited fifty billion hours and finally got in. i think i burnt myself worse today then i did yesterday. came home talked to alli and got online. more trouble. i seriously had no clue how badly things were fucked up. i didnt realize some of the things i was doing. i hate it when things go this way. i just wish things could be fixed. i dont want to end up like...