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oh. so pretty much. my name is sophie and ive been clean for seven months.
basically life is beautiful. brokeback mountains at columbia city. im fucking exhausted and its 1 a. why am i doing this?
maybe livejournal is really a very fab thing that helps people network and focus and reflect on their lives. maybe by recording my moods and feelings publicly on the internet i will discover my true self.
cause thats what its about.
lately i've been reading the newspaper and doing other intellectual things. like reading books. and cooking gourmet. (except that was like once.)
i have a killer headache and i should be sleeping. i feel like taking a long walk and i wish i felt safe at night.
i hate how all i ever do is resolve to be a better person.
i feel like getting wasted. i hate the winter.
everyone i know is fucking someone.
goodnight.
basically life is beautiful. brokeback mountains at columbia city. im fucking exhausted and its 1 a. why am i doing this?
maybe livejournal is really a very fab thing that helps people network and focus and reflect on their lives. maybe by recording my moods and feelings publicly on the internet i will discover my true self.
cause thats what its about.
lately i've been reading the newspaper and doing other intellectual things. like reading books. and cooking gourmet. (except that was like once.)
i have a killer headache and i should be sleeping. i feel like taking a long walk and i wish i felt safe at night.
i hate how all i ever do is resolve to be a better person.
i feel like getting wasted. i hate the winter.
everyone i know is fucking someone.
goodnight.