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Well. rather chilly day today. even tho it was sunny. odd thing was the weather behind a closed window can be decieving ... so was out the whole day with a hoody. good thing i was prepared or i would been frozen out.
anyways. the past week wasn't bad. mum got back from Hong Kong and finally the house doesn't seem like it's deserted.
Anyways. onto the real story. Saturday night me and my friends went out for Bubble Tea. for those of you who don't know what bubble tea is it's a type of drink that was originated from Taiwan. either mixed with powder or some real fruits and or herbal tea. and it comes in a wide assortment. I believe i had a grape slushy with tapioca and we spent the night chillin out and talking all 8-9 of us. after all that's done .. everyone went home.
Tired as i was i went to bed early and slept soundly. and ended up having the most bizzare dream.
Apperently this dream of mine had my friends involved. and aswell me being the main character of this silly dream. and a few others that i've never seen before.
So to start .. we were all in this carnival having fun during the day. i was with this girl who i was currently having a relationship with.(and i don't know who she is) if i were to describe her it would she would be .. 5'8 weighing at roughly maybe 95lbs? .. very beautiful hispanic girl. and quite a smile she has. and well in my dream i knew this girl very well. and we were all chillin having fun and such and such. a few min later she had to go somewhere with her co-worker friend because they had voulenteered to perform as singers and dancers.
the dream then skips to a scene where we were all walking and i bumped into an old friend i waved to her and to my suprise she runs up to me and gives me a kiss wrapping her arms around me. quick response i pulled back and asked what the kiss was for. and she just smiled "it's been a long time" I looked at her blankly as my other friend taps my shoulder telling me to look up. I looked up and i see this person looking down on me from a platform barely being able to see the silhoette. as i squint my eyes .. i look deeper realizing it was the girl that i was with and she saw everything and of course not pleased.
later that day i had called her to ask about what she saw to clear up the misunderstand. i asked her to meet me at a playground area where all of us were. so we could talk in private. after we agreed and hung up my friends decided that they would go somewhere. and that they hope me and her could catch up. i smiled nodded and said that we'ld be there soon. my other friend the one who kissed me apologiezed right afterwards because she was only doing it as a prank and didn't mean any harm by it. again me being nice i nodded and smiled and told her not to worry. and that i would introduce both of them so that neither would feel as if they had to hold a grudge againts each other for a lost cause. as the group walked away .. i sat on this red slide was like a tube made out of plastic and shaped like a half pipe. and leaned back watching the sky waiting for my hispanic girl to come. out of the blue gun shots fired in the air.( i told this story to one of my friends and he assumed it might have been this hispanic girl out to get revenge) but no .. out of the blue shots filled the air and panic struck all bystanders causing them to flee the scene.
I stayed inside the slide hiding for the moment because i was caught in the cross fire. and there i was praying that everyone would have made it to safety including her. I peeked my head out and saw the people shooting. one of them with balls of steel running to wards his foes. but with balls of steel he gets nailed and with a dramatic fall he spins a slowly as if he was a soldier shot in battle and holds onto his trigger as his gun continues to fire blankly into open air. the shots ricochet of the slide and i was startled. I hopped off and hit the dirt hard laying down covering my head as the sands started flying up from the stray bullets.
the shots stopped. i then wondered if everything was safe. I peeped my head up and kept a crouching position hiding at the end of a slide near the ditch where kids have made as they touched down after the ride. i peeked up a bit hoping things have ended and if so i would have made a run for it. but just my luck with a blink of an eye .. gun shots fired again .. and at the moments notice i had realized 2 shots have made it to my left shoulder. aswell as another shot on the right side of my chest. i looked down on the wounds and slowly came to the realization that i was hit. i then fell on my back and tried to crawl into the ditch. at the same time i felt shots hit my right lower calf and one on my back. i struggled to crawl back hoping that i could hold out till things died down. i looked down on the sand as blood spilled from my body .. and at that moment i started coughing blood onto the sand. i looked and my mind was totally blank. i couldn't believe this was happening and i was afraid.
eventually the firing have stopped and the groups involved had left. I then crawled out slowly and had wondered what if it was the end of things. but at the same time .. everything started to black out. and people started coming out of hiding. one black man came to my aid after he was able to during the crossfire. and he held me up gently talking to me telling me that it's everything is alright. people surrounded and some injured but non that seemed to have been serious. the man tells me that help is on it's way and all i need to do is try my best to keep talking. I then heard a scream in the background and i recognized it. i tried to look over my shoulder as i saw her trying to cut through the crowed. my friends with her as her screaming continued to echo in my mind. i don't know why but i tried to reach out but i couldn't. the last thing i saw was her almost within arms reach as everything blacked out. from that short moment I saw this light and. well. you ever hear that saying where life flashes before your eyes when your about to die? .. i saw bits and parts of this and especially the most were the times i've spent with this girl. and as to see the very moment that i saw her smile and it all fade to black. a short moment i woke up from bed laying there lifeless. and i had no idea what had possessed me to have a dream like that. but it really spooked me for some time. and i wondered often who she was. whether or not this is my reality or just a figment of my imagination. but it felt very real. waking up after i've felt quite a heavy back pain and my left shoulder numb. the rest of me was feeling fine. and off to work i went.
makes you wonder if our lives is just a dream of another. and our dreams being our reality.
definatly staying away from any playground here on out.
anyways. the past week wasn't bad. mum got back from Hong Kong and finally the house doesn't seem like it's deserted.
Anyways. onto the real story. Saturday night me and my friends went out for Bubble Tea. for those of you who don't know what bubble tea is it's a type of drink that was originated from Taiwan. either mixed with powder or some real fruits and or herbal tea. and it comes in a wide assortment. I believe i had a grape slushy with tapioca and we spent the night chillin out and talking all 8-9 of us. after all that's done .. everyone went home.
Tired as i was i went to bed early and slept soundly. and ended up having the most bizzare dream.
Apperently this dream of mine had my friends involved. and aswell me being the main character of this silly dream. and a few others that i've never seen before.
So to start .. we were all in this carnival having fun during the day. i was with this girl who i was currently having a relationship with.(and i don't know who she is) if i were to describe her it would she would be .. 5'8 weighing at roughly maybe 95lbs? .. very beautiful hispanic girl. and quite a smile she has. and well in my dream i knew this girl very well. and we were all chillin having fun and such and such. a few min later she had to go somewhere with her co-worker friend because they had voulenteered to perform as singers and dancers.
the dream then skips to a scene where we were all walking and i bumped into an old friend i waved to her and to my suprise she runs up to me and gives me a kiss wrapping her arms around me. quick response i pulled back and asked what the kiss was for. and she just smiled "it's been a long time" I looked at her blankly as my other friend taps my shoulder telling me to look up. I looked up and i see this person looking down on me from a platform barely being able to see the silhoette. as i squint my eyes .. i look deeper realizing it was the girl that i was with and she saw everything and of course not pleased.
later that day i had called her to ask about what she saw to clear up the misunderstand. i asked her to meet me at a playground area where all of us were. so we could talk in private. after we agreed and hung up my friends decided that they would go somewhere. and that they hope me and her could catch up. i smiled nodded and said that we'ld be there soon. my other friend the one who kissed me apologiezed right afterwards because she was only doing it as a prank and didn't mean any harm by it. again me being nice i nodded and smiled and told her not to worry. and that i would introduce both of them so that neither would feel as if they had to hold a grudge againts each other for a lost cause. as the group walked away .. i sat on this red slide was like a tube made out of plastic and shaped like a half pipe. and leaned back watching the sky waiting for my hispanic girl to come. out of the blue gun shots fired in the air.( i told this story to one of my friends and he assumed it might have been this hispanic girl out to get revenge) but no .. out of the blue shots filled the air and panic struck all bystanders causing them to flee the scene.
I stayed inside the slide hiding for the moment because i was caught in the cross fire. and there i was praying that everyone would have made it to safety including her. I peeked my head out and saw the people shooting. one of them with balls of steel running to wards his foes. but with balls of steel he gets nailed and with a dramatic fall he spins a slowly as if he was a soldier shot in battle and holds onto his trigger as his gun continues to fire blankly into open air. the shots ricochet of the slide and i was startled. I hopped off and hit the dirt hard laying down covering my head as the sands started flying up from the stray bullets.
the shots stopped. i then wondered if everything was safe. I peeped my head up and kept a crouching position hiding at the end of a slide near the ditch where kids have made as they touched down after the ride. i peeked up a bit hoping things have ended and if so i would have made a run for it. but just my luck with a blink of an eye .. gun shots fired again .. and at the moments notice i had realized 2 shots have made it to my left shoulder. aswell as another shot on the right side of my chest. i looked down on the wounds and slowly came to the realization that i was hit. i then fell on my back and tried to crawl into the ditch. at the same time i felt shots hit my right lower calf and one on my back. i struggled to crawl back hoping that i could hold out till things died down. i looked down on the sand as blood spilled from my body .. and at that moment i started coughing blood onto the sand. i looked and my mind was totally blank. i couldn't believe this was happening and i was afraid.
eventually the firing have stopped and the groups involved had left. I then crawled out slowly and had wondered what if it was the end of things. but at the same time .. everything started to black out. and people started coming out of hiding. one black man came to my aid after he was able to during the crossfire. and he held me up gently talking to me telling me that it's everything is alright. people surrounded and some injured but non that seemed to have been serious. the man tells me that help is on it's way and all i need to do is try my best to keep talking. I then heard a scream in the background and i recognized it. i tried to look over my shoulder as i saw her trying to cut through the crowed. my friends with her as her screaming continued to echo in my mind. i don't know why but i tried to reach out but i couldn't. the last thing i saw was her almost within arms reach as everything blacked out. from that short moment I saw this light and. well. you ever hear that saying where life flashes before your eyes when your about to die? .. i saw bits and parts of this and especially the most were the times i've spent with this girl. and as to see the very moment that i saw her smile and it all fade to black. a short moment i woke up from bed laying there lifeless. and i had no idea what had possessed me to have a dream like that. but it really spooked me for some time. and i wondered often who she was. whether or not this is my reality or just a figment of my imagination. but it felt very real. waking up after i've felt quite a heavy back pain and my left shoulder numb. the rest of me was feeling fine. and off to work i went.
makes you wonder if our lives is just a dream of another. and our dreams being our reality.
definatly staying away from any playground here on out.