Thought I couldn’t want you more than I did before
weiting promises to be a good girl and do her homework consistently/as soon as its issued/at least during the weekdays before the weekends.
yesterday was no joke >< I played my entire week, including my saturday, thinking I only had math, econs practical and 10 econs mcq to do. started at around 1pm on sunday thinking I may even end by 4 and was wondering what to do after it, when I realised I have stats tutorial, and the 10 econs mcq qsns didnt turn out to be all mcq after all! so that adds up to two whole lengthy econs exercises, 1 stats tutorial and 1 math tutorial and that essentially took me the entire sunday, from 1pm to around 1030pm with only dinner break!!
omg nearing the end of it all I felt like I was totally burnt out and dying already, havent mugged so much in a long time!!! the amount of work I did felt like the week before As ><
so yes yes from this week on weiting promises to be a good girl and work hard during the weekdays so that she can start enjoying her weekends and travel out of london!!
no work for today so after dinner and bath I went to the hall library with cheryl and aswin. cheryl was supposed to mug and aswin was supposed to watch a movie with me while I wrote my birthday letter to my dad and a random letter to my mum and wrap my file with my pretty paper chase wrapper! :D
ended crying while writing my daddy's letter and aswin had to prep talk me like my aunt agony again ><
still rmbed how gina said the homesick feeling lasts for about 2-3 months and I was so freaked out at the amount of agony I have to go through before I'll be fine. but by the second week after coming to london, I stopped feeling homesick anymore and I thought I was THAT GOOD.
bullshit, the homesickness sinks in after time, after all the fun and novelty, after school kicks in and problems arise and life in london becomes yet another routine, except without friends and family this time ):
am feeling better after crying though, havent cried since my parents left (which is still quite recent I realised haha) and I've been penting up so much frustration, pain, heartaches, worries and emotions these recent weeks it feels good to finally let them all out. okay not that I'll feel better after this for long cos the problem is still there ):
HOMESICKKKKKK.
on a separate cheekier note, heheh I have been bumping into my cute neighbour quite a few times, MANY TIMES WHEN IM SUPER UNGLAM like I just woke up and washed my face and my hair was all up >< but hes really quite shy for a brit, like he hardly talks and he doesnt have friends to eat during dinners and all. saw him at a club once and he was so still!!
okay but heres the funny part hehe. cos aswin was hungry halfway, I brought him up to my room to grab some snacks. just as we were coming out of my room, he came out too, TO BATHE, so he was in a tank and A TOWEL WRAPPED ROUND HIS WAIST. omg dingdong bell awkward moment ttm!!!! I said hi and quickly looked away and aswin gave me that "I KNOW YOU LIKE IT, YOU PERVERT" look hahaha. and after that I just kept giggling away cos the scenario was so funny! but aswin is now convinced Im horny and he said "I bet you probably have thought about him like that many times before" stupid bitch aswin!!!
okay this sounds lame when its typed out but when it happened it was really quite epic!
ONE LECTURE FOR TMR ONLY LET ME HEAR YOU SAY YEAHHHHH. but Idk what to do after ):
cheryl and I were talking today and we agreed we feel like we are cooped up in a tiny town or something, like london wasnt really what we imagined it to be, its really quite quiet, with small roads, houses, quite like a small town instead of a big city! and like our homes are here, our school is here within walking distance, our shopping is here, we practically walk everywhere in london! which further makes us feel like we are stuck in the same place everyday ): even travelling from home in cck to school in bishan seems more like, happening please, like you acty change location!
life in london is boring, really ><
yesterday was no joke >< I played my entire week, including my saturday, thinking I only had math, econs practical and 10 econs mcq to do. started at around 1pm on sunday thinking I may even end by 4 and was wondering what to do after it, when I realised I have stats tutorial, and the 10 econs mcq qsns didnt turn out to be all mcq after all! so that adds up to two whole lengthy econs exercises, 1 stats tutorial and 1 math tutorial and that essentially took me the entire sunday, from 1pm to around 1030pm with only dinner break!!
omg nearing the end of it all I felt like I was totally burnt out and dying already, havent mugged so much in a long time!!! the amount of work I did felt like the week before As ><
so yes yes from this week on weiting promises to be a good girl and work hard during the weekdays so that she can start enjoying her weekends and travel out of london!!
no work for today so after dinner and bath I went to the hall library with cheryl and aswin. cheryl was supposed to mug and aswin was supposed to watch a movie with me while I wrote my birthday letter to my dad and a random letter to my mum and wrap my file with my pretty paper chase wrapper! :D
ended crying while writing my daddy's letter and aswin had to prep talk me like my aunt agony again ><
still rmbed how gina said the homesick feeling lasts for about 2-3 months and I was so freaked out at the amount of agony I have to go through before I'll be fine. but by the second week after coming to london, I stopped feeling homesick anymore and I thought I was THAT GOOD.
bullshit, the homesickness sinks in after time, after all the fun and novelty, after school kicks in and problems arise and life in london becomes yet another routine, except without friends and family this time ):
am feeling better after crying though, havent cried since my parents left (which is still quite recent I realised haha) and I've been penting up so much frustration, pain, heartaches, worries and emotions these recent weeks it feels good to finally let them all out. okay not that I'll feel better after this for long cos the problem is still there ):
HOMESICKKKKKK.
on a separate cheekier note, heheh I have been bumping into my cute neighbour quite a few times, MANY TIMES WHEN IM SUPER UNGLAM like I just woke up and washed my face and my hair was all up >< but hes really quite shy for a brit, like he hardly talks and he doesnt have friends to eat during dinners and all. saw him at a club once and he was so still!!
okay but heres the funny part hehe. cos aswin was hungry halfway, I brought him up to my room to grab some snacks. just as we were coming out of my room, he came out too, TO BATHE, so he was in a tank and A TOWEL WRAPPED ROUND HIS WAIST. omg dingdong bell awkward moment ttm!!!! I said hi and quickly looked away and aswin gave me that "I KNOW YOU LIKE IT, YOU PERVERT" look hahaha. and after that I just kept giggling away cos the scenario was so funny! but aswin is now convinced Im horny and he said "I bet you probably have thought about him like that many times before" stupid bitch aswin!!!
okay this sounds lame when its typed out but when it happened it was really quite epic!
ONE LECTURE FOR TMR ONLY LET ME HEAR YOU SAY YEAHHHHH. but Idk what to do after ):
cheryl and I were talking today and we agreed we feel like we are cooped up in a tiny town or something, like london wasnt really what we imagined it to be, its really quite quiet, with small roads, houses, quite like a small town instead of a big city! and like our homes are here, our school is here within walking distance, our shopping is here, we practically walk everywhere in london! which further makes us feel like we are stuck in the same place everyday ): even travelling from home in cck to school in bishan seems more like, happening please, like you acty change location!
life in london is boring, really ><