Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart
omg haha I realised I havent been away from my blog for so long before!!
life has been crazy I guess, from the day I left the airport everything was just messy complicated and most importantly, unfamiliar and new.
but I guess I've been replying fb messages and email threads so thats a form of update too (: oh and yeah fb pictures! weiting has been a good girl, diligent in uploading her photos from her cam promptly i.e on the day itself! okay but I gotta admit its cos I wanna avoid the whole camera-loses-pictures hooha. cos I realised each time the pictures are left in the camera for a few days, they disappear! but if I upload asap within a day everything is fine. maybe its a setting problem :/
and I guess I kinda avoided blogging because sooooo much has happened and if I were to talk about all of it it'll be a super narrative and boring post and it'll go on and on Im too lazy to do that. haha its ironic right, when life is so boring I have a million thoughts and stuff to blog about and now when everything is happening so fast, I dont blog at all. maybe I dont even have time for thoughts.
short summary here I guess.
1) love where I am now (: the weather, the dressing, the neighbourhood, my room (minus the absence of a toilet and quiet corridors and smoking/drinking angmohs outing my hall every night), my school and the people Im meeting in general :D am getting closer to my og and Im really glad for that (: people just need people and Im so weak its a big relief to have this bunch of in our og's words "can click people" around (: the econs people seem like an awesome bunch too, but oh well everything is still too early to say! and awesome hall mates too yay (:
2) hahaha asians and non asians divide xD the international non asians are really friendly cos they are the minorities too. but the brits are quite in their own world! but eventually the internationals still blend in with the brits so the divide between asians and non asians becomes obvious. though of course there are interactions here and there!
3) life here is hapzxz ttm. there's like endless ucl freshers clubbing events, halls events, course events. how do people find the energy to go for all of these. my brain switches off after 11pm and only comes back on when Im facing my comp. okay but am looking forward to neon tmr though :D wonder how it'll be like! and its with og so yayyy the company is all that matters (: and Im still quite shocked at the party culture here, not just the brits, but the asians and singaporeans as well. cheryl says WE ARE TOO SHELTERED + OUR BOYS ARE ONE OF THEIR KIND ALL OTHER BOYS ARE LIKE THAT. therefore I miss my boizxzxz ):
4) weiting has decided to be a keepfit girl she signed up with fitness first woohooo!!! haha thank god for aswin who keeps pushing me to go if not I'll prolly not go and waste the $$$!
5) am feeling pretty pumped about my econs course ahead? okay but lets not jinx myself again ><
6) I still miss home ): my family, my friends, my room, the life I had. but like I told someone, as much as I've been sad and emotional and dying I actually still think this is the best choice for me and Im happy I made itand if I were to choose again, I'll still choose to leave. its just the way it should be. just gotta be stronger braver more independent tanweiting.
7) being forgotten. feeling left out? okay have faith, but ><
8) because eventually everyone will move along just fine, including myself. and you'll realise you could live life without me. maybe I should try to too.
okay getting a lil incoherent omgg I was supposed to sleep early!!!! its 2am now omg Im so gonna sleep past breakfast again tmr ><
All that's happening here is a long goodbye;
life has been crazy I guess, from the day I left the airport everything was just messy complicated and most importantly, unfamiliar and new.
but I guess I've been replying fb messages and email threads so thats a form of update too (: oh and yeah fb pictures! weiting has been a good girl, diligent in uploading her photos from her cam promptly i.e on the day itself! okay but I gotta admit its cos I wanna avoid the whole camera-loses-pictures hooha. cos I realised each time the pictures are left in the camera for a few days, they disappear! but if I upload asap within a day everything is fine. maybe its a setting problem :/
and I guess I kinda avoided blogging because sooooo much has happened and if I were to talk about all of it it'll be a super narrative and boring post and it'll go on and on Im too lazy to do that. haha its ironic right, when life is so boring I have a million thoughts and stuff to blog about and now when everything is happening so fast, I dont blog at all. maybe I dont even have time for thoughts.
short summary here I guess.
1) love where I am now (: the weather, the dressing, the neighbourhood, my room (minus the absence of a toilet and quiet corridors and smoking/drinking angmohs outing my hall every night), my school and the people Im meeting in general :D am getting closer to my og and Im really glad for that (: people just need people and Im so weak its a big relief to have this bunch of in our og's words "can click people" around (: the econs people seem like an awesome bunch too, but oh well everything is still too early to say! and awesome hall mates too yay (:
2) hahaha asians and non asians divide xD the international non asians are really friendly cos they are the minorities too. but the brits are quite in their own world! but eventually the internationals still blend in with the brits so the divide between asians and non asians becomes obvious. though of course there are interactions here and there!
3) life here is hapzxz ttm. there's like endless ucl freshers clubbing events, halls events, course events. how do people find the energy to go for all of these. my brain switches off after 11pm and only comes back on when Im facing my comp. okay but am looking forward to neon tmr though :D wonder how it'll be like! and its with og so yayyy the company is all that matters (: and Im still quite shocked at the party culture here, not just the brits, but the asians and singaporeans as well. cheryl says WE ARE TOO SHELTERED + OUR BOYS ARE ONE OF THEIR KIND ALL OTHER BOYS ARE LIKE THAT. therefore I miss my boizxzxz ):
4) weiting has decided to be a keepfit girl she signed up with fitness first woohooo!!! haha thank god for aswin who keeps pushing me to go if not I'll prolly not go and waste the $$$!
5) am feeling pretty pumped about my econs course ahead? okay but lets not jinx myself again ><
6) I still miss home ): my family, my friends, my room, the life I had. but like I told someone, as much as I've been sad and emotional and dying I actually still think this is the best choice for me and Im happy I made itand if I were to choose again, I'll still choose to leave. its just the way it should be. just gotta be stronger braver more independent tanweiting.
7) being forgotten. feeling left out? okay have faith, but ><
8) because eventually everyone will move along just fine, including myself. and you'll realise you could live life without me. maybe I should try to too.
okay getting a lil incoherent omgg I was supposed to sleep early!!!! its 2am now omg Im so gonna sleep past breakfast again tmr ><
All that's happening here is a long goodbye;