[IC Journal - Zain] So It Was For The Best... NOT. IN WHICH ZAIN RANTS.

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[IC Journal - Zain] Written Journal Entry - "So It Was For The Best... NOT. IN WHICH ZAIN RANTS."

WHAT THE FUCK. JUST WHAT THE FUCK. THIS IS NOT RIGHT.

THEY DECIDED TO BE APART. THIS IS REALLY NOT BLOODY RIGHT.

RAVENLOTH SHOWED UP WITH BAGS PACKED, WAITING TO 'EXPLAIN' TO ME AS I GOT HOME. SAID HE AGREED TO LEAVE, TO BE AWAY FROM DYNAST AND I BECAUSE IT WAS FOR THE BEST. HE EXPLAINED OTHER BULLSHIT THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT. SOMETHING ABOUT BEING APART WOULD HAVE HIM REALIZE HIS NEEDS, BLA BLA BLA STAND ON HIS OWN TWO FEET, BLA BLA NO HARD FEELINGS, BLA BLA HE STILL LOVES DYNAST AND ME.

FUCK YOU, RAVENLOTH.

I DON'T CARE IF IT WAS 'FOR THE FUCKING BEST'.

I WASTED EFFORTS TRYING TO GET CLOSER TO THAT OLD FOOL AND ATTEMPTS TO BE FRIENDLIER WITH HIM.

WASTED. WASTED!

NOW HE'S GOING TO LEAVE BECAUSE IT WAS FOR 'THE -FUCKING- BEST', MY ASS.

THE OTHER OLD MAN BETTER GIVE HIS SIDE OF STORY TO ME. I AM NOT PLEASED. WHY DID HE LET HIM GO?! IT WASN'T BECAUSE OF ME, WAS IT?!

I HATE THEM BOTH! STUPID RAVENLOTH. STUPID DYNAST. OLD FUCKING FOOLS.