FBLA and ARGGGG!
So FBLA is over. I didn't place, but it's whatever. Our chapter did well, so that's good. All of my drama is over w/ my lunch table I think..but now I have more. It sorta sucks. It's not even my drama, but somehow I've been dragged into it and it bothers me. I don't know what to do, or what to say, and I'm afraid that mom's going to lose the man she loves over something sort of...I don't know...just...unjustified. Thus, I will lose someone I've grown to look up to. Despite my trying not to, I've started to grow a relationship with this person. Crazy. And now there's conflict between them. It's unfair really. For mom, for me...for everyone involved. And all of this apparently has happened since I got back from FBLA. There was drama there. I just didn't fit in with hardly anyone aside from Kaitlin, Kevin, Christi, Drew, Megan, and Nick. Everyone else was just two-faced. I can't handle it. And I have tests to study for. A book to read. Everything. I'm stressed. I'm even writing fragments in this entry for Christ's sake..and that's not me. Arg. I just want to sleep. And get this stress over with. Instead, I'll be awake for hours finishing homework. Life isn't so good this week.