Nov 18, 2005 23:20
im burning out. Physically my whole entire body is screaming in pain. Yesterday my back hurt so bad i almost cancelled my last massage at the school. I have been working at the school on my days off at claires. I cant ever sleep. Im trying to wuite drinking caffiene. Im trying to eat better. Ive been jogging or working out when ever i have a free moment. Im really completely exhausted. I feel as if i really dont have any time to myself besides when i get home late at night. When i should be sleeping but not. Im breaking down slowly. I feel it coming on. On a positive note i only have two more massages to do at the school and do one last MTP and then my two hour massage test out on a massage therapist and i will be finished with my 175 hours of massage therapy class. On the other note Nancy the owner of Fuller is driving me completely and absolutely INSANE. Im looking so forward to sunday my first real day off where im really going to nothing unless i feel as though i want to do it. Game plan that day is thanksgiving dinner shopping and getting the couches.