Turkey Day is gone.
And, I don't know. I've just been thinking lately. It had a bit to do with being thankful, and how sometimes, I feel really crappy because I feel like I'm never thankful enough. I think I just like wallowing in my own self pity. I don't know. Well, I do know. Because it's not really random to me. But to you it is, because it's true, I don't tell you much. But you never ask either. I mean, I find it difficult to bring up in conversations and no one is a mind reader, so it's hard to get it out there, you know?
Anyways, I guess I was just really wondering how much have I really changed since middle school, since freshman year, since last year. Just wondering, you know? And...I don't know. I just feel so bitter and cold now. *shrugs*
Well, on a lighter note, I almost finished my U of H application. But alas, I have not started my Eco project. Tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday. Must finish by Sunday night. Ah...not looking forward to a B Day. Although I do hope Mrs. Talley is feeling better. And that we're not in sereve punishment? Who knew the sub wasn't that bright...
Anyways, I guess I was just really wondering how much have I really changed since middle school, since freshman year, since last year. Just wondering, you know? And...I don't know. I just feel so bitter and cold now. *shrugs*
Well, on a lighter note, I almost finished my U of H application. But alas, I have not started my Eco project. Tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday. Must finish by Sunday night. Ah...not looking forward to a B Day. Although I do hope Mrs. Talley is feeling better. And that we're not in sereve punishment? Who knew the sub wasn't that bright...