My life....

Feb 08, 2005 02:45

Okay I was typing for ever and I accidently erase all of what I written and that pisses me off... anyway what I wrote was that...
I know it has been a long time since I made any updates. I'm geeting really lonely here(personally but not friend wise) and I kinda wished I was back home for a short while. I miss my family. I also quit on the drinking and smoking thing. although last weekend I got really really drunk and did a lot of stuff I regret and some that I didn't. There's too much drama around here now and it's getting reallyreally intense. I hate it. I had a dream that I was stuck in really really deep and sticky mudd. Friends and people were trying to help but they weren't really trying if you know what I mean. Like everyone did it really slow and didn't care too much about it. I think it's a preminition that I'm gonna get stuck in a sticky situation and that no one would really want to help me out of it. I hope that's not the case. Anyway... It's late and I can't sleep. I don't know why I keep staying up with my suite mates. It's not like they do anything interesting. We just stay up talking and watching television. Nothing more... and I see them everyday so it's not like I'm missing out on quality time. I hate myself for that cause then I'll be tired for my classes and I think I'm gonna have to stop my self somehow. On another note the application for Boise State is due the 15th of Feb. and I still haven't sent it yet and I don't know why. I'm really upset that I'm not doing too well this quater I seem so over whelmed this quater and that sucks cause if I do, do well I may get a scholarship to Boise State full tuition paid. But I'm not doing so good.... I'm praying to GOD that I hope I do. Another thing... Boise State is like a smaller replica of Ohio State. They both are built next to a river and they both have two really tall towers that serves as a dorms and a lot of other things. So it's kinda like I'm not really leaving my "school" after all. Anyway I have a questions for all those college folks out there. Why are school transcripts so damn expensive? I mean I had to pay 17 dollars for mine. That's a shit load for just a sheet of paper inside a signed and sealed envelope. Anyway I have to fill the FAFSA up really soon here too cause it's due the 15th too.. I hate the fact that we fill it out before we fill the income tax IRS thing. Piss me off. I wished it was after so we know what exactly to put so we don't have to go through the whole damn thing over again just for fixtures. Stupid people. So the FAFSA thing should be filed after the income tax season dammit. Anyway I can't wait for this week end cause me and a few friends are going down town to spend the day and I'm finally gonna get some REAL asian food. Yay!... Anyways I'm tired and it's 3 in the morning right now and I need to go to sleep so I can go to class tomorrow. See you all later and I hope you guys all have fun and don't let ANYONE ruin it for you. If they try FUCK THEM. Anyway. Ja Mata. Sayoonara. Ja nee. Bai bai.
-Chamong
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