OKay...
I hate myself right now... Well not really but right now, at this moment, me life sucks. Yeah I did that on purpose the me and not my. I'm listening to "You were meant for me" by jewel. Which just makes me more depressed. Haha. I want a damn realtionship but all I find are guys who want to fuck me and get it over with. Which is a no. NO. I actually want meaning in my life so that means meaning in a relationship too. But I guess some folks don't understand that. All they want is pleasure and fun and all this other reckless shit. But hey thats what they want so I really don't care. I only care when it has to do with me. Anyway it's a damn Friday night and nothing is happening and I'm so sick of it. I'm supposwed to be studying for my midterms but I want some fun before I take those damn dreaded things. But like all the other times other folks have other things to do which I'm not invited to, which I understand and totally don't care. It's the other folks I'm mad at. They're sitting on their ass doing nothing and is gonna do that for the whole weekend. Yeah I know you sometimesw needs time to sit and relax you've all been doing that for the past few weeks. It's becoming kind of depressing. Damn another depressing song.... "unbreak my heart" and my suite mates are making fun of me. My song choices are so "gay." In both ways. Well you know what I don't care. haha. I just lick my lips suggestively and they all run away. Anyway I'm gonna go take a shower and find something to do even if it has to be here by myself.
-Chamong
-Chamong