yeah thats what they said

Mar 30, 2005 08:57

well first off i have so many problems right now first i have been worried about school becaus ei have to get my grades up to get a job, second i have Kenny to worry about and miss all the fucking time, third Kayla has been getting in trouble again and she got kicked out and she lives with me now she want to graduate early, move in with bubba, and she was thinking about dropping out right now with only 2 months of school left, and now another i feel bad for this perosn she has been so happy, well acting lie she is, she has so many worries , especially at home, and now she read the most heart breaking thing on the computer, she startedt o break down righ in front of me. i wanted to cry for her and for me at the same time. its the worst feeling in the whole world. you get so happy just to have everything come crashing down right in front of you. then you see everything that you have worked so hard to get just lying there in tiny peices. and you feel like you will never be able to get all the peices back together. and to tell the truth you never will. there is always a tiny peice missing and after a while the wounds on your heart will scab over and they will be a scar always there buring from time to time. it reminds you of the heartache that you had at one time. and after the heartache that you went through you wish that you didnt meet the person. but in all honesty every heart break makes you stonger in away you didnt even know you needed. Love is the hardest thing in the world well it seems that way. People are falling in and out of love constantly. Thats just the way it is. you know when someone hurts you, you always want it to just go back to the way it was. But in reality it never does even if you both try so hard something is always going to be different between the two people. it is actually possible to stop loving soeone and it is so hard to let it all go when yu tried for the longest time to get it started. well there is alot more that i want o say but not right now. just remember that if someone hurt you then it most likely that they will hurt you again so listen to everyone around you because they are usually right. and looke at how many times the peo\rson you are with now has hurt you and compare it to how many times the person you were with has hurt you. all im saying is thin kabout it.
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