I'm so Fucking Happy
wel the first time in along time im happy again well happier i always hear from Kayla that Kenny talks about me (not bad) but that he misses me and then tonight i was talking to him on the computer and he was like I love you deeply and stuff and i wanted tocry i got so happy i misshim so much and people always say look what he did to you. I knoiw what he did was pretty messed up and all but there is just something about him that i like so much. i love him and i mean i really love him i thought i loved david and after 7 months of going through pain with him i finally realized that i never really loved him i just felt sorry for him and the whole time i was with him i never wanted to be and after what he did to me i hated him but with Kenny i feel so different i fell like i never wanna leave his side andi could be with him forever when i thought i was pregnant the other week i sorta wished i was because then i would always have part of him with me. but im happy im not i wanna be a kid while i still can Kenny said that he was gonna go back to show low next year i really hope he does i dotn want crystal to go like i've have said she took away everything from me she first got kenny and the only place i went to hang out she works there now and then shw as suppose to go to school at show low and if she moved to concho and stillw ent to show low then she would have the bus too but i hope some things actually go my way for once well my hand is gettign tired so i will post later bye