im soo sad
i cried again today. kenny broke up with me because my stupid parents had to put a restraing order against him and his mom doesnt want him to go to jail so he had to beak up with me. i think he sorta wanted to because his ex- fiance came back last night and i think he still likes her and some one told me he broke up with me so he could get back with her but kayla told me that she didnt think that it was true but i dont know and then the other week my my older sister saw him walking with some girls and i dont know if they were just friends or more i had this i wanna die i can tell you this if i lose kayla too then i WILL definatley kill myself. i have already lost one half of what keeps me alive and working now if i lose the other half i'll break down permanently.
i know its really stupid because me and kenny have only been together for a little over a month. i hate this so much i like him so much that i dont think i can last much longer.he told me that after the restraining order is taken off him then we will get back together and my parents said at the end of the month they woulde take it off i just realized imght have wrote that in the last entry but oh well you can all kiss my big ass.
bye for now
i know its really stupid because me and kenny have only been together for a little over a month. i hate this so much i like him so much that i dont think i can last much longer.he told me that after the restraining order is taken off him then we will get back together and my parents said at the end of the month they woulde take it off i just realized imght have wrote that in the last entry but oh well you can all kiss my big ass.
bye for now