Apr 04, 2005 22:16
So the last time I updated, it was this venting little thing I had with ...THE MYSTERY PERSON....dun dun dun...I'm very proud of that conversation. Much truth and, stuff was said in it.
Yeah I know i said this entry was going to be in spanish, but then no one would read it. And no one reading it means no comments, and no comments means sad face :-(.
I sound sooo inteligent right now! Okay.
Titanic is done. I'm not really sad. Usually I miss the plays I'm in, but I think it ended at exactly the right time for me. Figures, the play that I et the most lines in is the one I miss the least. It's not that I didn't like my part, it was actually pretty interesting.
Well after much confusion, I know that I'm in only in "love" with one person. You know who you are. I'm sorry. I can't help it.
I just hate feeling this way. It's so pointless. I also hate how for a while I was actually debating whether I liked him, or this other kid. Like it matters who I'm infatuated with at the moment. I say this, and yet I know in my mind it does matter. He matters to me. wow. that sounded really queer. oh well.
I gotta get more into my guitar. It's so fun, but I suck so much. I have to get good. Really good, to the point where I entertain myself. That can take my mind off of An-i mean eating. Yes a musical instrument does help with food cravings. I also need to take time to get some freaking exercise...Damn me and my intolerance for physical activity. It's not my fault I hate exercise...Well maybe it is but OH-FREAKING-WELL.
I just want to say...nevermind. A supposed secret message to him would just be gay right now. I'm just gonna end it here. Stay tuned for more updates.