An Upbeat Entry
Woah. . .my life is going pretty durn good. I mean I may be a little overweight, and not the best at sports..but who cares? I'm still pretty-at least i think so :-).
If that sounds conceited to you, then you obviously don't know me because I rarely say something that positive about myself, so suck on that.
So you've seen from my journal that I do have a crush, blah blah. You've seen the venting sprees, the poetry, and the stupid little survey. There's really not that much more to it to tell you the truth. I'm keeping this litte thang under control for the most part. It would be nice If I could just totally wipe this feeling out completely, but hey-i'll take this over my last crush any day.
It's just nice once in a while to have someone to think about...especially when that person is so cute and funny and all that good ish(yes, i said 'ish'). I mean sure It would be nice if he were interested, and i will admit at times i pretend in my mind that he does, but i quickly say to myself "now hold on, biatch. its not going to happen so umm stop with the crazy thinking" and im happy again. It's a great feeling. I mean, he's my friend and all, and I feel sort of a connection, but I'm too smart to think I'll ever have a chance. I'm okay with just being his friend for now.
Hopefully it will stay that way.
The approach I have with this also gives a bit more confidence when it comes to talkign to him at stuff, and I guess I just need more chances to chat him up in person. Cause i'd really like to get to know him, even though i pretty much do...I don't know..oh well whatever over that thought!
Other things going well in my life:
-My guitar playing is improving(not too great but getting there)
-I started working out at the gym more, though my eating habits suck. oh well. any suggestions?
-My grades are bitchin'(yes i said 'bitchin')
-I'm going to to Sunnay Santo Domingo in Frosty February for my cuz's 15th birthday bash yyyyyyyyyeeeeeeahhhhh.
So, I hope you enjoyed my awesome entry of upbeatedness, everyone(if upbeatedness wasn't a word before, it is now :-p). Tootles!
oh baby, they are are smokin'
If that sounds conceited to you, then you obviously don't know me because I rarely say something that positive about myself, so suck on that.
So you've seen from my journal that I do have a crush, blah blah. You've seen the venting sprees, the poetry, and the stupid little survey. There's really not that much more to it to tell you the truth. I'm keeping this litte thang under control for the most part. It would be nice If I could just totally wipe this feeling out completely, but hey-i'll take this over my last crush any day.
It's just nice once in a while to have someone to think about...especially when that person is so cute and funny and all that good ish(yes, i said 'ish'). I mean sure It would be nice if he were interested, and i will admit at times i pretend in my mind that he does, but i quickly say to myself "now hold on, biatch. its not going to happen so umm stop with the crazy thinking" and im happy again. It's a great feeling. I mean, he's my friend and all, and I feel sort of a connection, but I'm too smart to think I'll ever have a chance. I'm okay with just being his friend for now.
Hopefully it will stay that way.
The approach I have with this also gives a bit more confidence when it comes to talkign to him at stuff, and I guess I just need more chances to chat him up in person. Cause i'd really like to get to know him, even though i pretty much do...I don't know..oh well whatever over that thought!
Other things going well in my life:
-My guitar playing is improving(not too great but getting there)
-I started working out at the gym more, though my eating habits suck. oh well. any suggestions?
-My grades are bitchin'(yes i said 'bitchin')
-I'm going to to Sunnay Santo Domingo in Frosty February for my cuz's 15th birthday bash yyyyyyyyyeeeeeeahhhhh.
So, I hope you enjoyed my awesome entry of upbeatedness, everyone(if upbeatedness wasn't a word before, it is now :-p). Tootles!
oh baby, they are are smokin'