Jun 02, 2005 19:16
Oh yes. . .summer is almost here...
What does that mean for me? Hopefully it means getting a job. I went to talk to the Subway manager, he asked me a few general questions about why I wanted to work there and whatnot, then he told me I'd be getting the first opening that was available. There are two people who are expected to leave, so I'm getting one of those people's jobs, bitches!!! Yeah! It's so great. But, of course, it might not happen at all if my mom decides to be evil and make me go to the Dominican Republic for a whole month, keeping me from getting that job. Ugh...I do not get her sometimes. I'll just stop right there.
License test in 12 days. CANNOT WAIT!!!! This summer is going to be so awesome. Working, driving, hopefully hanging out with the tons of people who will invite to stuff because they love me so much?(hint hint, i'm going to be very available for stuff to do so be a friend to me and include me)
Okay so now for the pathetic unrequited love/infatuation shit you've all been waiting for.
I love how he thinks I have control over this. And really, what does he care. How is it affecting him? Are the IMs I send him once every two weeks getting to be too much or something? Am i interrupting his search for gay porn? Well, i apologize for wanting to talk to you in some way, cakeboy. Don't worry though. This can't last too long. With the cushmeister going to plymouth, I won't have any way of directly being in your presence. I have no crutch, no security blanket, helping make conversation.
Don't feel bad that you don't like me. I've decided I don't want a relationship with anyone for a long time. Stuff has happened with my friends and it confused me. A lot of things I thought to be deep and strong were pretty weak and crumbling. High School Relationships are a waste of time for the most part. They're really only good if you get a prom date out of one.
I guess I just like to have someone to obsess over...well, obsess in a healthy way of course. He's a hot one, that's for sure. It's gonna be hard to stop looking at him.
I'd go into more detail but I wouldn't want to be too "emotionally explicit".
I doubt I'll see you during the summer. Hopefully I'll be working and doing other stuff with other people. And if I do, well, that would kinda mess me up.
Just in case you've forgotten: THE BEATLES STILL RULE.
Back to studying and being distracted by my own infatuated thoughts.
Hope this was a good one.